Showing posts with label {because i was there too} photo project. Show all posts
Showing posts with label {because i was there too} photo project. Show all posts
Sunday, November 6, 2011
{because i was there too} thirty-one photos
A month ago, I embarked upon a self-portrait project (which I'm sure I've mentioned far too many times), in an effort to capture my presence in my daughters' lives and to revive my hibernating creativity. I had planned to take at least a picture a day for a month. That didn't really happen. I almost couldn't find 31 pictures to post, but I did manage to get in front of the camera a few times, and in the process, start enjoying taking pictures again.
I don't plan to continue this photo project, but it has certainly made me think more about "getting into the picture," and I plan to do so as often as possible in the future. I would hate for my girls to look at photos of their childhood and not see me, because, clearly, I am with them...a lot. In the process, I also determined that a traditional tripod and I are NOT friends, that a shutter remote would make self-portraits quite a bit easier, and handing the camera off to someone else is sometimes difficult for me.
So, my conclusion? It was a worthwhile endeavor, and one that I would recommend to any other mother who finds herself taking a billion pictures of her children, but doesn't remember what she looked like a year ago because there isn't a picture to look back on. Also, my creativity is back...my head is filled with more ideas than I can handle. Now, I just need to find the time to follow through with them, which leads me to my next challenge: PATIENCE. Because with a three month old and a two year old, "free" time is a rare commodity. I'll have to just let those ideas simmer while I watch my babies grow.
Thursday, November 3, 2011
october wrap-up
October is gone, leaving me with pictures that need to be posted and events to be documented. So, prepare yourself for a monumental post about everything October - probably too many pictures, hopefully not too many words. This way, I can move on to November, the home of my favorite holiday Thanksgiving, with a clean slate.
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A visit to a pumpkin patch appears to be a requirement these days, so we did it. The kids made pies, went on a hayride, fed some sheep, and got pumpkins painted on their arms. The highlight for Laci was petting a rabbit that I'm pretty sure she would have been thrilled to bring home with us. She talked about the "bunny rabbit" halfway home. We skipped picking pumpkins because we already have a bunch of pumpkins at home, and because I'm partially a pumpkin patch scrooge and didn't want to carry a pumpkin in addition to the Mia pumpkin I had strapped to the front of me.

I love how she's holding her arm like it's broken. She held it this way for about 15 minutes.
Is there any way to get three kids smiling at the camera at the same time? Because if there is, I haven't found it yet.
And speaking of kids smiling at the camera, check out these gems.
What are you doing, Sydney?
Nice cheeser, Evan.
Laci, I'm over here!
No, really kids, I'm really over here!
Mia shares my opinion of camera flash...ewwwww!
Also Laci, could you please sit like a lady.
In addition to being a pumpkin patch scrooge, I'm a bit of a Halloween scrooge, too. Sorry, it just isn't my thing, as you can probably tell by my half-hearted attempt at a last minute ballerina costume. I had to wake Laci from her nap to get her dressed to visit the great grandma's, so when I mentioned a bun and ballet slippers, I was met with hysterical tears and screaming, and also, "Ewwww," which is a direct quote. On the upside, she agreed to the leg warmers, which is good, because without them, she was just wearing a pink skirt with her pajama shirt (which happens to have a ballerina pig on the front, so it totally works).
I'll leave you with this: a view from Ryan's parents' deck, which demonstrates that while smog is gross and destructive, it can also be very beautiful. I'm thinking this applies to many things in life.
When life looks ugly, just keep looking until you find the beauty. It's there.
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A visit to a pumpkin patch appears to be a requirement these days, so we did it. The kids made pies, went on a hayride, fed some sheep, and got pumpkins painted on their arms. The highlight for Laci was petting a rabbit that I'm pretty sure she would have been thrilled to bring home with us. She talked about the "bunny rabbit" halfway home. We skipped picking pumpkins because we already have a bunch of pumpkins at home, and because I'm partially a pumpkin patch scrooge and didn't want to carry a pumpkin in addition to the Mia pumpkin I had strapped to the front of me.

Laci was so serious while getting her arm painted with a pink pumpkin. She wore her serious face most of the day. I can only hope it means she was very serious about having fun, because otherwise, it means she was having a terrible time, and that just isn't possible with so many fun things around.
I love how she's holding her arm like it's broken. She held it this way for about 15 minutes.
Is there any way to get three kids smiling at the camera at the same time? Because if there is, I haven't found it yet.
And speaking of kids smiling at the camera, check out these gems.
What are you doing, Sydney?
Nice cheeser, Evan.
Laci, I'm over here!
No, really kids, I'm really over here!
Mia shares my opinion of camera flash...ewwwww!
Also Laci, could you please sit like a lady.
And then there's this beauty from Halloween.
Alright, well this one actually isn't that bad. Sydney and Evan, you're adorable. Mia you're sleeping, which is always a good thing. And Laci, well, Laci you're not really enjoying Halloween.
In addition to being a pumpkin patch scrooge, I'm a bit of a Halloween scrooge, too. Sorry, it just isn't my thing, as you can probably tell by my half-hearted attempt at a last minute ballerina costume. I had to wake Laci from her nap to get her dressed to visit the great grandma's, so when I mentioned a bun and ballet slippers, I was met with hysterical tears and screaming, and also, "Ewwww," which is a direct quote. On the upside, she agreed to the leg warmers, which is good, because without them, she was just wearing a pink skirt with her pajama shirt (which happens to have a ballerina pig on the front, so it totally works).
Mia had a costume, too. Want to see how much she liked her costume?
It appears Mia enjoyed her first Halloween about as much as Laci did. Not so much. But looking at that first picture makes me laugh hysterically!
Even with all the obvious joy, we survived, and brought smiles to the great grandma's who look forward to this visit every year. Now, I have an entire year to procrastinate about putting together costumes for my girls so we can do it all over again. And, I'll try to work on my scrooge-like attitude, because it appears it might be rubbing off on someone.
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October included some crafting, which is a little silly to say, because pretty much every month involves at least a little crafting for us. It is my therapy, to make things, especially big messes all over my mother's house. Good thing she likes to make messes too.
Get this, even though I'm a pumpkin patch scrooge and a Halloween scrooge, it turns out I'm not really a Christmas scrooge, at least not yet. I already made Mia's Christmas pajama paint can. Now, I just need to get her pajama's, oh, and every other gift on my list because I haven't started shopping yet...at all.
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Finally, October included my {because I was there too} self-portrait project, wherein I tried to document the fact that I am actually present in my daughters' lives, not just a ghost behind the camera. More on this subject to come later.
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Well, I'd say that pretty much covers everything October, which I'm glad to say is over and behind us. I welcome November with open arms as each day brings me closer to Thanksgiving, and the best turkey EVER. I love spending time with my family, and having fires in the wood stove, and watching my girls get loved on by everyone. November seems to put everyone into a spirit of gratitude, and while I try to be thankful for everything I have everyday, it helps to be reminded now and then. It is easy to get caught up in what I don't have right now, like a house, and to forget about the things that I DO have like healthy babies, an awesome husband, loving family, plenty of food, a place to live, and, well, I could probably go on for a while. But I won't, because frankly, this post is ridiculously long as it is.
I'll leave you with this: a view from Ryan's parents' deck, which demonstrates that while smog is gross and destructive, it can also be very beautiful. I'm thinking this applies to many things in life.
When life looks ugly, just keep looking until you find the beauty. It's there.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
wedding weekend in Geyserville
Weddings have become quite a production these days. My own took months of planning, my sister spent a year planning hers, entire television shows have been devoted to the extravagance that a wedding can become. But they are also so special, especially when they involve getting large families together in a single space, and especially when the bride and groom are so clearly meant for each other. This is how my cousin's wedding was last weekend. A beautiful, relaxed celebration of two people. It felt like a celebration of a marriage, not just a wedding. And if anything didn't go as planned last Saturday, you would never know it by looking at the bride. She was peaceful, composed, and joyful the entire time. Oh, and of course, beautiful, because if anything is beautiful, it is a bride glowing with the obvious love and joy she feels for her groom.
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| ~ the bride & groom ~ |
My only disappointment of the weekend was that I didn't take any pictures. The location was just gorgeous and had me wishing for a camera, but Ryan and I were plenty busy keeping our sweet girlies under control. Mia decided the most appropriate time for an outburst was during the moment of silence for those who weren't able to attend, but what can you do? I grabbed a pacifier as quickly as I could and "plugged" her up.
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| ~ i love this picture of my grandma & Mia ~ |
My mom took plenty of pictures, though, which I've stolen and now posted. Although, giving her proper credit negates the "stealing," I think. She took plenty of pictures of my girls and the man and me, which makes me sort of happy, considering we were all dressed with our hair combed and whatnot, and also because it helps prove that I was actually there.
The best part of family weddings, in my opinion? Sunday morning brunch. It's become a little tradition in our family. My mom had a big brunch the morning after my wedding, and also after Kristina's wedding this past May, so my cousin's family took the cue and also hosted brunch. And while we may not all be looking (or feeling) our best after a late night out, it feels like the best opportunity for visiting with family and getting just a little more time together before we must disperse again. And speaking of Kristina's wedding, I never got around to posting about it, but I will, I promise, because it was gorgeous and perfect and needs to be documented. Maybe by your six month anniversary, Kristina?
Friday, October 28, 2011
{friday phone dump} road trip edition
Our first road trip with two babies. We all survived, and with minimal crying. It helped that I sat in the back seat most of the time, squished between two car seats, armed with toys, bottles, and snacks.
Laci is a veteran traveler at this point, she did really well.
Mia has much to learn, but she did well, too.
Our chauffeur.
Bert & Ernie along for the ride.
It was an exhausting short weekend, but fun,
and totally worth the three hours in the car each direction.
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Bonus phone pics...because after all, this is a phone dump.
Mia's hand, mommy's thumb.
Random snuggles with my girls.
Waiting for the doctor...time for checkups.
After convincing Laci that the scale would not actually hurt,
we found that she weighs 24 lbs and is 33 inches tall.
Laci's & Mama's feet.
Mall mirrors are ah-mazing!
My little toot.
The End.
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