It's perfectly normal to think I have the most beautiful children ever, right?
I wish I had the time and energy to spend more time here, blogging, recording little pieces of our life. A third pregnancy should come with daily bursts of energy. Enough energy to take care of two other children, grow a new human being, clean the house, and do a few things that are fun, like blogging. BUT, it does NOT come with bursts of energy. You know what it comes with? Hormones. Lots of them. And hormones bring out emotions, and tiredness, and all things opposite of "getting stuff done." At least that's how it feels for me.
At this exact moment, there are about a million things I could talk about. IF I wasn't so tired and overwhelmed by all the things. All. The. Things. That I feel like I need to do.
You know who doesn't feel overwhelmed? Kids. Because they truly know how to live in the moment. They wake each morning with energy because they aren't thinking about a jillion little things that don't really matter. They are just thinking, "Wahoo, it's a new day to play!!" I envy them at times. I should probably spend more time playing, except then who would clean the toilet?
And with that, I think it's time to give up thinking for the night and just go to bed.
I would give you a bit of my energy my dear friend, but alas, my children took it all and left home with it!!! When I do get a bit of energy, I am busy helping with Rylan or helping them move, organize,etc. Because one day, they will help me.....but when?????!!!! You too will survive. And Yes, your kids are pretty darn cute!
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Perfect description of pregnancy. Sometimes the toilet doesn't get clean!
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